Some of you said to give “Cary Grant” a chance. I did just that. I have seen him three of the four days this week. I’m kind of obsessing. I keep on wanting to forget about Melissa but I can’t. I hate how I’m going on dates like I’m the other women because I totally am not. And then just when I want to kiss him, I can’t. It’s just all so depressing…
On a happier note: everything else I have been doing this week. Before today, I hadn’t been to the office since last Friday because we aren’t having any shows until two weeks from now and all the long-term planning is done so there really is nothing for me to do. Instead I have been getting coffee with “Samantha” during her lunch breaks, when she can, and I had lunch with “Stanford” which was nice. I haven’t really talked about him in detail yet. He is my best guy friend that just happens to always be single when I am and is extremely attractive. That’s a bit weird to say – I agree, but I have kind of felt something for him for a while but since he is such good of a friend I could never do anything about it. Yesterday’s lunch was completely fine since I had “Cary Grant” on my mind, I didn’t even think of “Stanford” in anyway. Other than that I spent my time with “Cary Grant” going to museums and jazz clubs.
